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Sunday, June 22, 2008

I'm so dead. Recently, i've been addicted (rly addicted) to the tv. I'll on the tv in early evening to watch yu le baifen bai,

den watch the news (hopefully, it widens my horizons) followed by, the xin hua duo duo kai, and then, whatever 8pm show i'll watch. Like the recent Jacky Wu show they are damn frigging funny! And, somemore can get to see the undergarments of girls. Hahaha. After that, i'll carry on to watch the 9pm show(i forgot the show name) den tuned to channel U to watch the show on the lawyer till 11pm and lastly back to channel 8 to some replay of the old show. See, i'm seldom addicted to tv okay! Only now ): now, when my exams is just tmr. Oh Oh, not forgetting to mention America's Next Top Model! It's damn super uber extremely, limit, maximum (okay, i run out of words) cool. I love the show and i think Heather will win. Haha, idk why also but she's not the one i like! Hahaha.

Anyway, i think life has been sad. After days of 'holidays', tmr will be the start of another semester, the start of the examinations and the start of my ever great misery path to getting an A lvl certificate. I'm not super motivated/clear to do what i want to do in life. In fact, i'm loss. The only sole reason to explain why am i doing in a Junior College is because the society forces (in a sense) me to walk on the standard,'good' path that it's seems to be beneficial for me/us. But, idk. I really really dont know. What can i be? What do i want to be? What lies ahead of me? Okay, Im just super sure that if i ever get to graduate from JC, i'm NEVER EVER FOREVER going to take chemistry for the entire rest of my life! Chemistry sucks! (i think) So, now still, I've yet to complete 1/10 of my Chemistry revision which is bad. Super bad ): Okay, I started studying my Organic Chemistry only yesterday. I know i'm going to flung this paper real badly, there is really really no time. Cause i kept telling myself at the start of the holidays that if I dont play there will be no more time. Hahaha. And i told myself to relax relax relax. So, yes, I'm super relax. Also, for Economics, i didnt do anything yet. Omg, i think i just cant be bothered! Hahaha. I need something/someone/whatever to get me to study harder for my Prelims! But, i'm feeling more for Chemistry than Economics, i dont want to pull the class down so much. Haha, so hopefully before the Chemistry Paper, some-god-knows-what will suddenly enlighten me, then i'll be super smart, to know how to answer all the currently Arabic Language Questions. Now, i'm going to eat and study for Maths Paper tmr! Wish me Luck yo! (:

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